lost interests in my virtues
trust is my vacuum
close to touch love when you cant breathe
call me when when made yourself bleed
psycho analysts prescribing depression
now you got the good drugs, now you wear your makeup
cut and dye your hair to show you are different
who knew the insecurities that lied within it
I bet that you love the attention
I bet it makes you wet
the scars hide deeper than they seem
your honesty reeks of disappointment
over thinking makes it so you cant sleep
so you spend your days caught in a dream
you just wanna be the girl on the screen
perfect, funny, smart, clean
illusions, of grander, confusion when met with reality
so its your yourself that your battling
caught up in a fantasy
and falling for it happily
cant make a difference tween ya stress and your apathy
so don't ask me for help
why don't you hit up your doctor and get dealt
lets pop pills
lets pop, pills
my momma says that I'm alright
I got, galaxies in my skin
coup d etat I overthrow and end with a fin
sinnin tan moms in a sixty two corvette
eatin veal in paris Je t'adore marionette
were too negatives reacting like a magnet
the cannabis main ingredient in the penmanship
aint no stupid shit, decadent with intelligence
the lesson is, get that paper the rest is irrelevant
sellin it doesnt come with benefits
im on a bottomfeeder pulse grind itchin for mine
marinate with the rub and then twist it with lime
keepin it raw dirty dusty no fuck boy lines
shit is a sign of the times
take over part two we dividin the lines
so you can snniiiff
melt all of your problems into a pile of shit
roll the splifff
and smoke enough potent youll never want to commit
I am the shit
Mrb muther fucker youll die without this
the only thing that stands between me and the internet
is my third cigarette
I am but a finger pet
the buttons make me happy
I am only asking for a few more hours
cower behind the desktop
never felt this much power
infinite information incredibly designed for your specifications
imputation of data into logistic circulation
binary is the code of my relation
alone, complacent
with the world that i flow adjacent
alone on a corner with a ice cream with a swirl
the bird flying recklessly for necklaces and pearls.
stomach churning and urging up a dry hurl
I fucking broke my car window
now everytime i drive im gone with the windslow
i just gotta pee tho, i aight talking bout kilos
or any unrealistic shit that makes you real
ay drive slow with the windslow
and the kinfolk
best know we keepin it simple
we people
surrounded by evil
and im crushing egos like pippen with freethrows
so fly like a seagul
touch that needle
steer that wheel
lets get real
i got steel under the seat
and enough lead to make a belly bloated blood red nuff said
my fingernails drip off, real americana
debt cant be lifted with weights, sleuth casa
russian guns, russian guns,
alleyways with bloodstained, guts out, skullcrush
no love, absent is the sympathy
trauma still banding on the door of my apathy
Supercalifragile mind, dead inside, fellacio on a loaded nine millimeter
Blah!!
Aahh sweet release, fold the.crease, ceace to live
We all boiling in this melting pot
The flames got too big
why be grateful that I got to live
when we only live just to await the sith
im awake in piss
death had the sweetest kiss
now im lost half man half kid
the depths swallowed me to the point of my wrist
no im bleeding and I raise my fist
HEY! its shitty Outside
lets take a ride observe what we find
fiendin for the hit of DMT when I die
go ahead and walk away, ill keep saying Im fine
credits
released December 1, 2014
special thanks to OSEW and DAISY CUTTA
love to you all.
if you are even reading this you are special to me and I am honored to have shared my music with you.